I'm. Confused.

SMILE!!
You'll never know who's going to fall for your smile =)

My dad asked me to study instead of watching series.
...
Trials are just over, no?
So...I'm not allowed to relax during this weekend?
[sighs inwardly while taking in his lectures]

I know he's just doing his job, and cause he loves me.
But please..
I'm Seventeen dad, not Seven.
I have plans already,
I know what to do this time.
[you won't ever trust me...would you?]

And I had enough of myself thinking about Stupid
Each and every time I swore it was over
but it never seems to end.
In a way, I can't wait for high school to be over for me.
In that way, I won't see him ever again for the rest of my life.
[but then again, I miss being friends with him]

So I'm doing my Maths now.
And listening to Glee Songs.
And also blogging up this blog and Dear Diary
Dear Diary is my Tumblr blog.
I don't blog at it as much as I blog here,
I'm not so talkative over there either LOL
and yes its more eh, private [obviously not too private]
If you think you can handle it,
go ahead.
But the more you read it, the more questions there will be that will drive you nuts
Trust me.
[unless of course, you happened to know me VERY well =D]

Argh. Emo much Heh.
Kinda tired of being happy just to overcome my negative emotions.
I don't like scaring people off =X

Atiqah is leaving for U.S for this leadership camp in less than two weeks.
I'm gonna miss her so much =(
but hey! On the bright side maybe she's gonna bring back some hot guy's FB profile name for me!
Heh.
and no, I'm not desperate.
I had enough of relationships.
I don't trust guys anymore =D



P.S I hate being pathetic cause of you. LOL. Oh wait, I'm not. You are.

P.P.S I see things I don't wanna see lately. Blehh.


XOXO
Suezie aka Darkling Lovecraft