Weeeeeeeeeee~

Ignore my title up there xD
currently in a very random mood at the moment
am not feeling well =(
like no appetite at all, dno why
can't eat a thing
and yet there's times when my stomach will growled in hunger ._____.
whatthehell?
Sigh!!
I hope am not getting some weird disease..

Neeways, didn't went to CC today
some people la, drag drag all [haha]
not that I mind
they had other plans which I did not intend to get involved
So went back to school earlier than usual
and just watch some form1's girls dancing for tomorrow Annual Luncheon
am not going though D=
my mum lahh~
saying its not necessary all
what to do what to do
Sorry to those that I said I would earlier =(

Anyways
Gotta go for now
I'm feeling hungry
but have no idea whether I can take in the food or not
Tata!!


P.S When things start to go wrong, I turn to look for your hugs

P.P.S Cause it makes everything feels alright

P.P.P.S Don't take the comments I said seriously =)


From: Darkling Lovecraft

Sidewalk Boutique this Saturday!

You really really really won't want to miss it! Whether you want to spoil yourself, you have a baby or bridal shower coming up, or your mother-in-law's birthday is next week - - - this boutique is for you!

We will have jewelry (nothing over $20), designer hats, fabric covered headbands (darling for back to school outfits), Usborne books, baby gifts, Scentsy products, brag books, Glitter Toes - and more!!

Sound like fun? It even gets better! Enter to win a $50 gift card to Pioneer Party! We will draw one lucky winner at the end of the day on Saturday.

So tell your husband you are going to the gym... or going to a garage sale down the road... or just tell him you are going to get him some chocolate covered cinnamon bears... then jump in the car and head down!!

Happy Shopping!

67 Steps

is all it takes to get into our store from one of the very furthest parking spots available!

Does that sound like a lot?


Really?


Well, we did a case study.

And... here are the results...

160 is the average number of steps it takes to get into Wal-Mart.
This is from the middle towards the back, so a straight shot to the doors. Add 15-50 more steps if you are coming in at an angle.

133 is the average number of steps it takes to get into Target.
This is also from the middle towards the back, so add more steps if coming from an angle.

Now without getting all sassy, I just want to point out that I don't hear complaints about parking at either of the above stores. It just seems normal to park out in the middle of nowhere and walk a bit, right?

So my whole point to this post is please don't let the parking situation scare you away! We try to make up for any parking difficulties in the way we treat you once you are in our store.

Also, there is a standing offer to help you out to your car with your purchases! Especially if you have kids or a balloon order.... we are more than happy help out with your kids, bags, or balloons! (we do this many times a day)

Some customers choose to park at the end of the block - either by the bakery (on the west side) or across from the Legacy center (on the east side)... if you are worried about putting your life in danger with the main street traffic, this would be a good idea for you!

So next time you come by, we wish you luck at getting one of the prime spots right in front of our doors! But if luck isn't with you, then just think - 67 steps (or less) is just part of your daily exercise regimen!
It could be worse.

Happy Walking!

Do you have something to say...

and don't know quite how to say it?

Then bring in these quirky little notepads!

We just got them in - and you are going to LOVE them.

There are pocket/purse pads to organize yourself...

Wouldn't this MOOD ALERT pad be perfect to post on your bathroom mirror so when your husband comes home from work, he knows EXACTLY what kind of mood you're in? Or if you have an emotional friend - wrap this up and give it to her as a little joke. haha


This is a great pad for the office... as long as no one gets caught!


There are a ton of others to choose from! My favorite I can't even show on this site because it has a naughty word on the front. You'll just have to come in and see it with your own eyes.

Don't forget about the Sidewalk Boutique that is coming up this Saturday. Check out our previous post for details... and we will remind you again later this week!


Cute Aprons Ideas

I'm in search of a cute apron ideas (for moms) for one of the projects at our Super Saturday (church craft day).  I'm looking for something cute, fun, and not too complex as sewers will be of all skill levels and our time is limited.  So if you have any fun ideas, tutorials, patterns please share them with me at delightfuldistraction@gmail.com.

THANKS A BUNCH!

Selfish Bastards

pick one =)
took these pics way back when the camera is still much much Alive




Lately, I've been cursing those people who get on my nerves
I dno why
Just feel like it
Die. Die. DIE!!
I really hate the Bitchy side of me

Head Prefect: Cheah Sin Beng

Assist: Chetvinder
Secretary: Yee Sue Yi
Assist: Lim Hean Tee
Treasurer: Tashveen
Assist: Loh Vern Ern


It's Top 6 this time, ain't Top 5


There's alot that I'd like to talk about, or mentioning it
but decide against it since its all SENSITIVE subjects
since I valued my life
My lips are Sealed


Gotta go. It ain't my night today either
Sigh



P.S Jojo is leaving :'(

P.P.S Stupid stupid comments!! Damn disturbing!!


From: Darkling Lovecraft aka Suezie

Cuddly Plush

Get Well, Birthday, Good Luck, Just Because...
PLUSH
Great for any occassion.




Enough to make anyone SMILE!

Mention this blog and recieve 10% off your next plush purchase!


Yes this is illegal at the moment...

Don't tell my mummy!!
SHHHHHHHH!! =D

I think I'm allergic to something =='
Don't know what is it yet
Oh well
Got nothing much to crap now
Using Facebook still =)
sorta addicted to it too

Bored. Bored. Bored.
Feel like sleeping now.
I think I'm heading to bed as soon as I'm done with Wei Lun's stupid random quiz
its really random =='

Ta!!
=D


P.S I blog. What I want ;)

P.P.S ain't my morning today I say


From: Darkling Lovecraft aka Suezie

Just so you know...

I'm really, really addicted to Blogging at the moment
and because of that
my mum sorta banned me from sitting in front of the computer for the next 2/3 days
soooo...
If you ever see me online for the next few days
You know what am doing ;D

you won't tell my mum
would you? =D


P.S I still love her aite

P.P.S Dad not around. More ADVANTAGE!!


From: Darkling Lovecraft

Mutiple Personalities Disorder

I think I'm getting sick =(
my face are like Really Warm?
which is not a good sign at all
trust me

Just when I thought things were getting better
it turns out to be just an act..
when will I finally learn from my mistakes?

I realized all my latest post are sorta emo =/
ahaha, can't help it
I remember last Friday at Gurney
Yinn Wayne and Wei Lun was like telling me
"ehh, Sue Yi! You know, you're like two total different person compare at facebook and in real life"
"yaya!! At facebook was like, 'back off!!' all. Like so down all the times"
"and. And. At real life you're like one gila orang!"
"why arh??"


I went speechless and laughed non-stop about it XD
seriously, out there, I'm like full of laughter
weeeell, most of the time
and at facebook or my blog
I'll be like
so emoo .______.
that's not good is it??

Here's some stuff I wanna shoutout at the moment
bear with it readers
I know I'm not perfect

"Annoying people. BACK OFF!! Stop acting like you own me aite"
"Strawberry Juice is frigging AWESOME!!"
"I'm hungry =( "
"Gotta study more and more. Be a good student. Pffft~"
"I Hate Hate Hate. ARGH! Childish people. Who can't even think with any SENSE"


P.S I close my eyes and the flashback starts

P.P.S Finding ways to make my hair more...likable??


From: Darkling Lovecraft aka Suezie

Gotta do what it takes

Well well well
Waddaya know
just when am out of credit
my internet went down too
and have no idea when I'll get to reload or when my internet will recover
great. Just great

If you're wondering, I'm currently blogging all this down at WordPad
and I'll just copy and paste when the nightmare is over
can't live without internet, ya kno? =)

Neeways, went to Gurney yesterday *which was Friday* after came back from stayback
Meet up at Cik Furziah's house with Sue Ki, and waited for Prev to get going
then Cik Furziah fetched us three to Yinn Wayne's house
and we Waited for Wei Lun
he took like....more than 30 minutes to reach there?! xD
guess it's traffic jam, can't blame him

Went in two cars
Sue Ki and me with Cik Furziah driving
Prev and Yinn Wayne with Wei Lun driving
we girls reached there Way earlier than them boys
reason?
Wei Lun ish a very veryy Cautious driver [haha!]
Prev and Y.Wayne kept complaining bout that

Seo
ul Garden
awesome place =)
first time, and ya, We enjoyed
its all on Wei Lun, cause he won RM1000 for getting third in the Spell-It-Right Challenge
four of them are in a team
Me? Just an outsider who went and help them that day xD
soooo...yeahh, I got some of the credit too =D

Camwhore! Weeeeeeeee~
the food are not bad *went crazy over some pretty shells they got there xD*
especially the Ice-Cream! Cookies and Cream!! =D
its a buffet
just that, leftovers food each 100g gotta pay RM5
We were getting worried *well, not so?* when we felt real FULL

Yinn Wayne: "C'mon guys! Eat!"
The Rest: "Wei, damn full ad la"
The Rest: "Let's go get ice-cream!!"
Yinn Wayne: "Weeiii!! Guys, please, pleeeease don't give UP!!"


Don't give up on what you ask?
don't give up on stuffing the food into our mouths, he meant x)
We laughed uncontrollably at his Don't-Give-Up motto

Prev and Wei Lun took disgusting photos *no comment*
which I shall not mention how disgusting it is
Gotta check whether the photos of us are out yet

Later on, Cik Furziah took us sisters back
the guys went for a late movie
could have joined them, since my mum never told us when to get back all
but oh-well, don't wanna take the risk yet
She might get mad and say there won't be second time all
My mum, are still rather protective
which means, she care for us =)
Gotta love her for it *hugs*

*+*+*+*+*+*

Ballet exam trials for Intermediate will be on 31st August
its at Ipoh, not sure its during the morning or the night yet
will let you know soon ;)

Fundemental Grade 5 of my Piano exam is out
I mean, the results
Surprisingly, I failed only one section
I thought I screwed it all up my practical till I'd failed more than two sections
there are Five sections altogether
I failed one, and my Organ player friend, Hoe King failed two
which means I gotta retake that one section
while he gotta retake two section
by year end .____.
not looking forward to it at all



P.S So here I am still holding on..

P.P.S Internet is baaaaack!! Yay!


From: Darkling Lovecraft aka Suezie

Happy Pioneer Day!

Just wanted to wish everyone a Happy Pioneer Day! Hope everyone has a great day and has lots of fun celebrating!

If only..

When you look me in the eyes by Jonas Brothers
If the heart is always searching,

Can you ever find a home?
I've been looking for that someone,
I can't make it on my own.
Dreams can't take the place of loving you,
There's gotta be a million reasons why it's true.

When you look me in the eyes,
And tell me that you love me.
Everything's alright,
When you're right here by my side.
When you look me in the eyes,
I catch a glimpse of heaven.
I find my paradise,
When you look me in the eyes.

How long will I be waiting,
To be with you again?
Gonna tell you that I love you,
In the best way that I can.
I can't take a day without you here,
You're the light that makes my darkness disappear.

When you look me in the eyes,
And tell me that you love me.
Everything's alright,
When you're right here by my side.
When you look me in the eyes,
I catch a glimpse of heaven.
I find my paradise,
When you look me in the eyes.

Every day, I start to realize,
I can reach my tomorrow,
I can hold my head high,
And it's all because you're by my side.

When you look me in the eyes,
And tell me that you love me.
Everything's alright,
When you're right here by my side.
When you look me in the eyes,
I catch a glimpse of heaven.
I find my paradise,

When you look me in the eyes.
And tell me that you love me.
Everything's alright,
When you're right here by my side.
When you look me in the eyes,
I catch a glimpse of heaven.
I find my paradise,
When you look me in the eyes.
Oh

No offense to Jonas Brothers' fans
I don't like em' xD
just like some of their songs ya kno?
I just don't see what's so fascinating about them x)
no, seriously =|

People Envy Your Compassion
You have a kind heart and an unusual empathy for all living creatures. You tend to absorb others' happiness and pain.
People envy your compassion, and more importantly, the connections it helps you build. And compassionate as you are, you feel for them.


You Feel Like Autumn
You have reached a point in your life where you feel successful and accomplished.
You have a full, bountiful life. And you're ready to sit back and enjoy it.

While you feel like you finally have enough in your life, you make find that you also have things you no longer need.
This is a time for you to reassess who you are, what you need, and where you want to go next in your life.


Blogthing Quizzes xD

Love em'
makes me feel better about myself at times

Too much homework and pressures lately
got addicted to blogging
my 2nd Diary =D

"No time no time no time"
mum nag again =(
I love her ya know?
just get really irritated when she doesn't really understand my needs
same goes to my dad

Guess I gotta go now
don't wanna have my mum getting angry all again
I love my jailers so much [smiles]


P.S You know you want me, you know I want cha xD

P.P.S I'm sorry for your loss, and it shouldn't be like this at all... She needs you, and needs you to move on just in case.... I'm sorry [sighs]


From: Darkling Lovecraft aka Suezie

Blogthings! I'm back!!

IF there's any one thing that can make me kill the time
It's BLOGTHINGS
go search for it, its a website where I get to know myself better =)

Oh oh
what do you do when all you want is just some privacy and having some time to Be ALONE
and your parents weren't much help as they keep asking
"what you doing?"
all I could think of answering was
"why?"
*what a daughter I am*

Falling For You by Jem
Said there'd be no going back
Promised myself I'd never be that sad
Maybe that's why you've come along
To show me, it's not always bad

Coz I can feel it, baby
I feel like I'm falling for you
But I'm scared to, let go
I'm scared coz my heart has been hurt so

It's true I've become a skeptic
How many couples really love
Just wish I had a crystal ball
To show me, if it's worth it all

Coz I can feel it, baby
I feel like I'm falling for you
But I'm scared to, let go
I'm scared coz my heart has been hurt so
Yeah I can feel it, baby
I feel like I'm falling for you
But I'm scared to, let go
I'm scared coz my heart has been hurt so

And I've got to be sure
Coz it's been so long
And I cannot take the pain again
If it all goes wrong

Coz I can feel it, baby
I feel like I'm falling for you
But I'm scared to, let go
I'm scared coz my heart has been hurt so
Yeah I can feel it, baby
I feel like I'm falling for you
But I'm scared to, let go
I'm scared coz my heart has been hurt so

I want you so much
I need you so much
I want you so much
I need you so much
[believe me my love
believe me my love]

That's what I felt before
I mean, the part where I got hurt and all
the scars are still there, and it reminds me how terrible it can be when you got hurt
not only once, but several times
I really don't want it to happen again D=
I should be stronger than before
but I guess not

The events today were sadly, Boring
seriously, I rather slack off and study back in my class
or maybe, a nap =)
Guess my mood sorta ruin everything
again

It's just so crappity-crap-crap ya know?
Whatever I do, whatever I'm thinking
Its always about "It"
I'm tired of being down =(
I'm tired of being emo

people said,
"Wishes do come true" ryte?
prove it


P.S You knew you care about it

P.P.S You know you Don't give a Damn about it


From: Darkling Lovecraft aka Suezie

First Baby Gift Ideas

Ask first time parents-to-be what baby shower gifts they would like to receive. Watch their response -- you’ll quite likely see a look of real confusion on their faces! Or maybe they’ll come up with a stock answer like “diapers” or something similar.

Exactly what a new arrival needs is not obvious to someone who’s never had a baby before. And many times, guests are in no better position either, when it comes to deciding on baby shower gifts.

Of course, there’s a lot more to baby showers than just gifts. But helping parents to stock up for the new arrival is an important part of these celebrations.

That’s why the following list of top five baby shower gifts can be quite useful.

Top gift #1: Monitors

Monitors are excellent anxiety-busters, especially for first-time parents. That’s why they hold the No.1 position on this list.

Once they can listen to the baby from anywhere in the house, parents find their confidence levels zooming. The latest monitors are very sensitive and can pick up the slightest sound from baby, even her breathing.

If your budget allows for it, take it one step further and buy a video monitor. That’ll really ease anxiety. However, they are much more expensive, so perhaps this can be a joint baby shower gift from two or more guests.

Top Gift #2: Playtime mate for baby

Babies love to play. Anything that helps them play and be active not only keeps them engaged, but also stimulates all round development.

One of the best products for them is an activity gym or playpen. This is a soft cloth mat surrounded by a baby-friendly structure of bars and arches with many different toys suspended from various points. Baby gets to play in a safe environment.

Basic activity gyms are excellent baby shower gifts. There are also more advanced ones that include noisemakers and a variety of toys. The suspended objects have different colors and textures to help develop baby’s cognitive abilities.

There are also excellent portable gyms and playpens available to help parents move around with baby. These are lightweight and designed to be easy to carry around.

Top Gift #3: Baby sling

Most babies love being carried around in a sling. It’s the next best thing to being cuddled in mom’s arms. Many parents have had the experience where babies get restless and cry while they use other types of carriers, but immediately calm down when put into a sling.

Baby slings are believed to foster a closer parent-child bond. Whether that’s true or not, slings do have another great advantage -- they leave your hands free to do other things. That’s definitely a big plus and is a reason why this baby shower gift is highly appreciated.

Top Gift #4: The baby travel pack

Moving around with baby can be a chore -- you have to pack a seemingly endless array of baby stuff even for short outings.

One way to ease this problem is to have one or more baby travel packs handy. What’s a travel pack? Essentially, a diaper bag filled with baby necessities. It can include disposable diapers, a small toy or two, bib, complete change of clothes for baby, safety pins, and other supplies.

It’s a great advantage if the parents receive more than one travel pack. Then one pack can always be kept ready whenever they want to go. No need to mess around with picking up and stuffing items into a diaper bag at the last minute.

Top gift #5: Car seat

Lots of parents say that a well-designed car seat is a wonderfully useful baby shower gift to receive. In fact, it’s useful from the moment they leave hospital with the baby.

There are infant car seats available as well as infant-toddler convertible seats. The former can be used only till the baby is up to 22 pounds or so (typically). While the latter can usually be used till the first birthday.

Want more special gifts for showers? Check out this page for more information: http://www.baby-showers-advisor.com/diaper-cakes.html

Make sure these top five baby shower gifts are part of the event you’re hosting. The guest of honor will end up thanking you long after the party gets over!

HEADACHE SUCKS

Lack of sleep lately
seriously
won't be surprise when I'm dying [soon]
keep having those headache for days
and its not getting any better even after I took my afternoon nap
wth is wrong with me eh?
Maybe, my time has come

Stress. Problems. Troubles.
All piling up nicely on me
Solving lil by lil isn't good enough to help me regain back my usual self
I just don't know what to do now

Heard people talking about Tsunami coming all
GOOD la. Die better
sometimes, like now
I don't feel like facing the world
I feel like living in my room
with a laptop, internet on
endless list of songs
endless supply of my fav food
notebooks for me to write with all kind of pens
all story books or novel for me to get caught up in it
and fluffy pillows for me to sleep with
no worries
no boundaries of my imaginations
which will lead people to say
"go get a life"
I don't want to

Gosh, I sound so childish now
I'm totally losing it!


P.S You are who I wanted before I knew what I wanted

P.P.S Hopeless people. Pffft~


From: Darkling Lovecraft aka Suezie

Celebrate Summer - Studio 5 Link

Just wanted to give you this link, in case you missed last week's Studio 5 presentation. Emily, one of the store managers, gave viewers 10 quick ideas for some summer fun! Click here to watch or read...

Quotes <3

I love quotes that are meaningful
or those that are able to describe exactly what I'm feeling
Words. Are just so ah-mazing =)

examples


Even though, he may not be the best looking guy or anything
He's really the one I want to hold tightly...
The one that I want to see smiling always
If possible I wanna stay with him for always..

Everything will be okay in the end
If it's not okay,
Then it's not the End!

A good poet is able to translate his feelings into words
But remember
A Great poet is able to translate Other's feelings into words

xD awesome no?
Of course there are better ones!!

Was being dragged by Ling to the back of Block E
Showing me a dead crow all
and they prepared a funeral for it
Lol much?

Not in those mood lately to be cheerful
Don't ask me why =(
I might bite your head off if you do so
*sighs* crap, no mood to study either
I'll just sleep on my desk the whoole day
Hallelujah~ my life, is just so perfect at the moment

Some people were trying to fool around with me as usual
It doesn't work at all
in fact, it rubbed me in a wrong way
my mood gotten...worse?
it wasn't you, it's Me

SAVE YOU BY SIMPLE PLAN
Take a breath
I pull myself together
Just another step till I reach the door
You’ll never know the way it tears me up inside to see you
I wish that I could tell you something
To take it all away

Sometimes I wish I could save you
And there’re so many things that I want you to know
I won’t give up till it’s over
If it takes you forever I want you to know

When I hear your voice
Its drowning in a whisper
It’s Just skins and bones
There’s nothing left to take
No matter what I do I can’t make you feel better
If only I could find the answer
To help me understand

Sometimes I wish I could save you
And there’re so many things that I want you to know
I wont give up till it’s over
If it takes you forever I want you to know

That if you fall, stumble down
I’ll pick you up of the ground
If you lose faith in you
I’ll give you checkup on through
Tell me you won't give up cause I’ll be waiting if you fall
Oh you know I’ll be there for you

(Ahahaha)
If only I could find the answer
To take it all away

Sometimes i wish i could save you
And there’re so many things that I want you to know
I wont give up till it's over
If it takes you forever I want you to know
(Oooh)
I wish I could save you
I want you to know
(Ohohh)
I wish I could save you (ohh)

Songs, makes me wanna cry at times
seriously
[bold words are specially meaningful]

Enough crapping
I'm totally in the "My mind is Blank" mood now


P.S It hurts too much, too much to deal

P.P.S Have you ever wondered what had you done to me?


From: Darkling Lovecraft aka Suezie

What the hell?

The world is going upside down
and no one notices it D=


Tagged!! its like, you just got PAWNED xD [inner joke]

Rules:
1.Type your answer in a straight forward way
2.Do not write answer like : dunno,depends,guess,skip,both,???
3.Only lovable people will be tagged. Appreciate it!
4.Now you can start.
5.Start la!!

*eat the outer layer of the bread first
Nah, I would do that when am only really BORED

*once you hate..forever you will maybe
Nope, whatever for?

*talk to yourself
rarely

*dance with your teddy bear
Never

*prefer your teddy bear than your friend
When "friend" makes me cry

*prefer summer than winter
No

*prefer evening than night
No, night ROCKS!

*prefer mum than dad
not answering

*pray before you sleep
No

*smile when you wake up
when my dreams were fantastic

*greet your family members in the morning
Yesh

*smile to your schoolmates when you reach school
yes no matter what happens

-Answer with your heart-

*what will you do if a pregnant women vomited on your favorite outfit?
assist her and get some new clothes

*which is more disgusting? eating your own vomit or drinking the drain water
Drinking the drain water

*who is the last one you talked on phone?
My dad from KL *wait, was it KL?*

*state your relationship with that person
Father and Daughter

*What will you react when someone scold you in bad word?
Have the urge to punch that person

*state 7 people who love you and you love them too

*don't kill me if Your name isn't in this list*
1. Yee Sue Ki ♥
2. Yee Heng Yeh ♥
3. Yee Heng Zeh ♥
4. Yee Sin Hooi ♥
5. Tin Swee Lee ♥
6. Green Monkey ♥
7. Myself ♥

*what is in your mind now?
worrying about the people I did not mention up there =O

*what do you think about the person who tag you?
She's adorable, caring, and unforgettable

*will you cry if you are ask to?
No, stupid. I'll be asking, what's your problem eh

*are you emo?
At times

*are you bored now?
more like, SAD

*use one word to describe yourself
Mysterious

*use one word to describe the person who tag you
Caring

*now tag at least 5 people
- Sabrena
- Karen
- Juney
- Milaah
- Ling


P.S Merentas Desa was on Friday, got 19th =D

P.P.S It Must Be Love~ <3


From: Darkling Lovecraft aka Suezie

Leave out all the Rest

I dreamed I was missing
You were so scared
But no one would listen
Cause no one else cared

After my dreaming
I woke with this fear
What am I leaving
When I'm done here

So if you're asking me
I want you to know

[Chorus]
When my time comes
Forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some
Reasons to be missed

And don't resent me
And when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory

Leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest
[End Chorus]

Don't be afraid
I've taking my beating
I've shared what I've been

I'm strong on the surface
Not all the way through
I've never been perfect
But neither have you

So if you're asking me
I want you to know

[Chorus]
When my time comes
Forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some
Reasons to be missed

Don't resent me
And when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory

Leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest
[End Chorus]

Forgetting
All the hurt inside
You've learned to hide so well

Pretending
Someone else can come and save me from myself
I can't be who you are

[Chorus]
When my time comes
Forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some
Reasons to be missed

Don't resent me
And when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory

Leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest

Forgetting
All the hurt inside
You've learned to hide so well

Pretending
Someone else can come and save me from myself
I can't be who you are
I can't be who you are


When I'm gone
Please do forget every lil mistakes or troubles that I've created for ya'll
When I'm gone
Please do not shed a tear, for it's unnecessary
When I'm gone
Please remember to keep my diary, and perhaps, read it someday
When I'm gone
Please, remember a girl who had been a survivor, and love her love ones forever

At this age, do we start writing our wills?
Maybe we should
I think I'll work on mine tomorrow =)


P.S Grab the chance, and don't lose it

P.P.S Why, is White roses prettier than Red roses? =)


From: Darkling Lovecraft aka Suezie

Behind The Locked Room...

I lock myself in my room. I can't go out. I don't want to either.
*Writing this on a piece of paper, will blog it down later.*
Who knows what will happen if I walk out of the room and face my parents, siblings.

Am so trapped up inside myself. I keep succeeding to stop any tears for showing the weak side of me. I'd really like to get it all out, crying and having puffy eyes for crying too much. But on the second thoughts,I don't really want any sore eyes, neither hiccups, neither attention. In a way, I'm learning how to control my emotions.

Taking a few deep breath. It did not make me feel any better at all. All I could do is to wait. And write. Never felt so blue in my life. This is just so terrible.
Why, is this happening to me...again?

I hid my feelings too well at times, believing that it isn't really necessary to let the whole world know what you're feeling. Somehow, it's really hard for me to bring out the inner Sue Yi. That's what my mum says so too...

Among my other siblings, I'm the most...mysterious. I rarely says what's deep within me. The rest of them are pretty much straightforward types of people. They speak, what they think. Me? No. It's just so hard for me to do so...

What should I do...?
Curl up and die?


P.S I agree. This is just the most emotional and the most pathetic post I've ever written.

P.P.S Some secrets are just meant for you


From: Darkling Lovecraft aka Suezie

SIDEWALK BOUTIQUE

Put it on your calendar, because you won't want to miss it!
We are hosting a Sidewalk Boutique on
Saturday, August 1st from 9 am - 2 pm.


Featuring:


Baby Chicks
darling baby headbands, squeaky shoes, leggings, etc.
Jewelry
everything under $20.00!
Scentsy
come check out their newest products
Usborne Books
if you have kids, these books are a must!
Erin's Creations
fabric covered headbands, flower clippies, and more
Crush Accessories
designer hats, you know you want one...
Glitter Toes
come with your flip flops on, leave with your toes so pretty!
Brag Book
photo albums
Plus all of OUR cute stuff.
You really won't want to miss it.
See you Saturday!

Vendors on the sidewalk will be accepting check or cash only