I hate to say this..
But I admit..that I had feel nothing for a few days before towards him.
*Strange? Wtf? Wth? Why?!*
I know I know..I guess I was just a little too mad at him.. *right?*
This morning, when I first saw him sitting there, looking...sad? *omg that's a first!*
I didn't know how to approach him, I didn't want to walk up to him and talk to him first.
Imagine that! Those who are close to me, you guys knew how CRAZY I keep going about him again and again right?!
*Why did this happened?!*
I was sitting there, watching Lawrence and Sin Beng playing chess. Wasn't thinking straight. Wasn't feeling happy at all. I felt scared, worried, is this going to end....soon?
*I feel like there's no chemistry at all towards him..!*
Suddenly, he got up. And walk slowly towards my direction. I watch him without letting him know I was watching. As he gets closer, I could see that he look tired, sad, moody.
*That happens like....once in a blueee moon..?*
He talked to me. I watch him closely.
My heart went out for him instantly.
He get a chair and sat next to me.
We start talking in low voices.
*The Chemistry Is There*
Omigosh I feel like crying when he mention the obvious news that we can't be together on his birthday. He's leaving on 19/11, coming back after ONE month. And right after a few days, he will leave for KL...
When will I ever see him...again?
When will I ever able to hold his hand tightly....again?
When will I able to hug him all I want when I feel like it...again??
When will I able to laugh with him, cry into his shoulder, play with his hair, again...?!
*Sad and delightful laughter*
I still remember how you asked me when we're holding hands, leaning onto each other,
"why do you like me?"
You're full or curious, full of wonder, full of questions.
I gaze at you lovingly, and silently answer those questions in my mind, from my heart...
Before telling you, I asked you the same question.
You gave me the best answer ever.
"It's not your looks that attracted me"
"There's something about you that make me feel...that you can protect me"
*I realized, that it's not the girls whom need to protection always, guys need it too.*
Halfway answering my question, you broke into laughter and said gently,
"There's more to that, it's just...too complicated to answer"
With that, I nod my head...
Because that is exactly how I felt!
This is what I wrote to answer your question
You're the reason of my giggles and laughters
You're the reason of my tears by missing you too much
You're the reason I look forward to live happily each day
You're the reason I no longer feel scared or lonely
You're seriously different from any other guy
You're outstanding, special, unique like no other
Something about you makes me swoon always
Something about you makes me glow with warm feelings
You're easy-going, happy-go-lucky, no-worries dude
It's hard to picture you being mad or sad
You're likable, funny and supportive at times
It's a no wonder people likes being with you everytime
You're different
You're special
You're unique
You don't care what people think about you!
What I told you is absolutely true.
You're the first guy that can make me forget about TMG
The others failed, but no, not you.
*I Love You Sweetheart*
Him: So...erm..how long do you think we can last..? *softly*
Her: *looking at him* I don't know...what about..you?
Him: *gaze into her eyes* I want us to last for a very long time...
And he kissed her lightly on lips
Her: *smiles* me too *sigh*
Brandon took SB's part.
GAWD is was so frigging FUSTRATING
=='
ARGH.
I had mentally counted that we had at least practised from the love scene to the fighting scene like more than 35 times?
Make that 40 times.
No.
FIFTY!!
But we still had fun, apart from the love scene *gag*
Hopefully, we'll do our best tomorrow, and win the best prize! x)
P.S When you gently stepped into my heart,I knew that without a doubt.. you'd stay forever.
P.S.S Headache...uh-oh! Need my beauty sleep!!
From: Darkling Lovecraft aka Suezie =]
Aint't Talking To Him =(
Why wasn't I talking to him? Because I'm mad at him.
He apologize, I forgave. So..I shouldn't be mad anymore, right?
Wrong.
I
Am
Still
A
Little
Boiling
In
Here!!
Ahh...forget about it...
*Change of Subject*
Acting is FUN.AWESOME.HILARIOUS.and EMBARASSING
Seriously? You won't believe what I have to say and act at times.
Nicholas as the King Khan.
JOJJ as the Graaaaaand Duuuke.
SB as the very cuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuute warrior.
Me? As the little, sweet, innocent, lovely Princess. *gag gag puke*
And yesh, Nicholas act as my deaaaaar Daddy xD
Grand Duke is swooon at the sight of me.
SB, I will be ga-ga over him.
It's all an act!! Don't.Think.Too.Much!
The story goes something like the kingdom (Mollywood) is facing an energy crisis.
So the Duke suggest to send all the warriors to think of ways of saving the kingdom, and in order to impress the King, he asked the permission to join the challenge as well. Which, the King Khan allowed. The winner, will gets to marry the Princess. *pffft*
And so, after two years, out of six, two came back alive. The first one to enter is the Grand Duke himself, but he calls himself the Bio-The-Dukeeeee-Nator. Sounds familiar? Yesh. He got that Biomass part xD. Believe, it's more than hilarious! *I laugh off my head everytime*
But he failed, because of the Stinky smell. Ewwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww!
Before he left, he make a vow to come back. *He sound angry, ooooh, am sooo scared~*
The next is SB entering with an imaginary car. I have to swooon at the sight of him, or something like that, geeeeeeeeh! He calls himself, the Solar-Nova. He gotta act darn cool, hip-hop feeling, full of confidence. And the King Khan would be impressed. So as the Solar-Nova were about to kiss the Princess's hand, the Duke will reenter and interrupt the love scene *Thank God*.
The Duke will be fighting with Solar-Nova, and no surprisingly, Solar-Nova wins. xD And in the end he's the winner and bla bla gets to marry the Princess bla bla. The end.
Hope you guys can watch us acting, it's a mixture of scientific explaination, comedy, and romance a little. Example of a scene...
Duke: Not so fast warrior!
King: Youuu?! How dare you barge into the Palace?! *Angry, and MAD*
Duke: *Taking out the sword*
King: Wao...erm..that's a really big sword *nervously laugh*. Uhh...welcome.
x) Anyways...SB told me that he can't act on Saturday..because he will be in KL..
So...I think Brandon is taking his part?! OMFG
*The world is so unfair*
Hopefully, we'll win the best ever.
Left one more day to practise!! Omigosh, wish us luck!!
P.S do you think that the apples that the guards gave me and VE might be poisoned? I feel like a Snow White when I accept the apples O.o
P.S.S don't let him know that I'm still mad at him kay? Thankies!!
P.S.S.S Marquis Clove aka HT =D Best Friends Forever!!
From: Darkling Lovecraft aka Suezie
He apologize, I forgave. So..I shouldn't be mad anymore, right?
Wrong.
I
Am
Still
A
Little
Boiling
In
Here!!
Ahh...forget about it...
*Change of Subject*
Acting is FUN.AWESOME.HILARIOUS.and EMBARASSING
Seriously? You won't believe what I have to say and act at times.
Nicholas as the King Khan.
JOJJ as the Graaaaaand Duuuke.
SB as the very cuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuute warrior.
Me? As the little, sweet, innocent, lovely Princess. *gag gag puke*
And yesh, Nicholas act as my deaaaaar Daddy xD
Grand Duke is swooon at the sight of me.
SB, I will be ga-ga over him.
It's all an act!! Don't.Think.Too.Much!
The story goes something like the kingdom (Mollywood) is facing an energy crisis.
So the Duke suggest to send all the warriors to think of ways of saving the kingdom, and in order to impress the King, he asked the permission to join the challenge as well. Which, the King Khan allowed. The winner, will gets to marry the Princess. *pffft*
And so, after two years, out of six, two came back alive. The first one to enter is the Grand Duke himself, but he calls himself the Bio-The-Dukeeeee-Nator. Sounds familiar? Yesh. He got that Biomass part xD. Believe, it's more than hilarious! *I laugh off my head everytime*
But he failed, because of the Stinky smell. Ewwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww!
Before he left, he make a vow to come back. *He sound angry, ooooh, am sooo scared~*
The next is SB entering with an imaginary car. I have to swooon at the sight of him, or something like that, geeeeeeeeh! He calls himself, the Solar-Nova. He gotta act darn cool, hip-hop feeling, full of confidence. And the King Khan would be impressed. So as the Solar-Nova were about to kiss the Princess's hand, the Duke will reenter and interrupt the love scene *Thank God*.
The Duke will be fighting with Solar-Nova, and no surprisingly, Solar-Nova wins. xD And in the end he's the winner and bla bla gets to marry the Princess bla bla. The end.
Hope you guys can watch us acting, it's a mixture of scientific explaination, comedy, and romance a little. Example of a scene...
Duke: Not so fast warrior!
King: Youuu?! How dare you barge into the Palace?! *Angry, and MAD*
Duke: *Taking out the sword*
King: Wao...erm..that's a really big sword *nervously laugh*. Uhh...welcome.
x) Anyways...SB told me that he can't act on Saturday..because he will be in KL..
So...I think Brandon is taking his part?! OMFG
*The world is so unfair*
Hopefully, we'll win the best ever.
Left one more day to practise!! Omigosh, wish us luck!!
P.S do you think that the apples that the guards gave me and VE might be poisoned? I feel like a Snow White when I accept the apples O.o
P.S.S don't let him know that I'm still mad at him kay? Thankies!!
P.S.S.S Marquis Clove aka HT =D Best Friends Forever!!
From: Darkling Lovecraft aka Suezie
Mood Swing...Ain't that bad? .____.
Current mood: (Smile upside down, eyes are NOT sparkling at all, sighing and feel like strangling Someone) Since you're smart, figure it out yourself dudeee =/
Current Status: Happy? No. Sad? No. Angry? YESH. Dissapointed? Bloody hell YESH!!
!@#$% That Stupid HEAD!
ARGH!! Why can't that SH aka Stupid Head be not THAT stupid?! =='
Does.He/She.Really.Have.To.Be.That.Innocently.Dumb??
What's the story?
Fine. Have a seat right there and listen to me.
Once upon a time, there live a prince named bla bla and then a prince come to rescue her bla bla
Okay, that's not how it goes. Sorry, Crappy moood makes me say stupid stuff too.
Actually, I'm not sure if I'm doing the right thing by telling this out. Just feel fustrated and mad and uggggh!! =( Sorry guyz...am so changing my mood right now x)
Gaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaawd! I'm so thrill to be in a FRIGGING REAL MOVIE!
Well...not really a movie..it got alotsa episode and stuff lolx.
And I only get a small, small, smaaaaall part. Pfft..but it's really awesome..It's kinda a once in a life time experience ever so far! I felt so...important there? Where people will fuss at your make-up, your outfits, your hair and all x)
It's only for a few days though...and the crew are all sosososoooo friendly!! Some of them treat me like their daughters xD
I.Mish.Them.So.Muchie.x)
Luckily, my skills in acting is not as BAD as I thought...even thought we act the scene again and again and AGAIN, probably because of me? In the end the co-director did praise my acting skills and said that my mummy should be proud of me and stuff....lalalalala~ I guess it's still worth it eh?
And there's one guy who is supposingly to rescuuuee me in that movie xD
He.Is.Seriously.Frigging.HAWT! and cuuuuuuuuuuuute!!
Am not kidding!! And ya I KNOW, I got Him and all... But it won't hurt to say other guys it cute or what right?? As.Long.My.Love.Is.All.His x)
*Friendship in love is the complete relationship between two heart.
*The truth is we hide because we want to be found...We walk away to see who will follow...We cry to see who wil wipe our tears away...and we let our hearts get broken to see who will fix them...
P.S. I Love You SHIVYS
P.S.S I Love You QT
From: Darkling Lovecraft
Plugging my top100 site
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New Cookie Jar Lids and Projects
I have just added new Items to my website, I have new Cookie Jar Lids they include
Donkey, Watermelon, Cowboy Hat, Cow Head, Chubby Cow, Turkey, Frog, Mushrooms, Pig, and more.
I have also added some new plaques for hanging on walls. I have added new Chunky Shelf sitters for Thanksgiving, Christmas, Winter, Woodsy ect.
I have also added 2 Do Not Disturb door signs.
Check it out I add new item almost daily
www.jusbcuzdezins.com
Lego Party Ideas
A few weeks ago my 7 year old wanted to have a Lego Party with some of his friends. Here is what we did (just cutting and pasting the rest of this post from my own blog):
The Lego Party was a huge hit. Mark had a great time and all his friends seemed to also. I had tons of fun putting it together and was really happy with how it all turned out. And let's be honest, I'd much rather plan a party than clean house, pay bills, etc. So, it really was a great week. Although my bathrooms, floor and laundry may complain of neglect.Here was the invitation Mark and I put together and delivered:
And here are some pics from the party:
(click to enlarge)Each picture above is numbered and a coordinating number is below with a description/explaination:
2. One of the games we played I printed off of Lego.com, it had two similar pictures and the kids had to find and circle the 15 differences between the two pics. The winner got to pic a lego person keychain/bag charm as their prize.
3. For another contest we had everyone build anything they wanted to out of legos. We had spaceships, Star Wars ships, a house, and other things that I had no idea what they were, but everyone loved what they made and loved playing with all their creations together after this game. For this game everyone got a bag of Lego Brick candy that I got at the bulk candy store in the mall for a prize.
4. Here are the Lego Brick Candy prizes. We had one for the most colorful creation, one for the fastest looking one, one for the person that used the most people, etc.
5. These were the prizes for the other games. They are Lego figure keychains that the boys like to hook on their backpack zippers. I took Mark to the Lego store at the mall and he picked them out so of course they are all Star Wars.
6. These are the gift bags I put together for the boys. I found the idea online and just bought bags and coordinating cardstock and then used a craft punch to punch the circles out of the cardstock and then attached them with pop dots to the bags. Inside the bag was a lego poster again a download from Lego.com that I had printed on 8x10 photo paper at Fred Meyer, and a set of lego stickers (from Lego.com) that I printed on sticker paper from the office supply store.
7. The first game we did as the boys arrived was to have them guess how many Legos were in this jar. They all guessed super low, and I would have too if I didn't know how many were in there. Can you believe there are 300?
8. We had a tallest tower contest to see who could build the tallest tower in 2 minutes and it couldn't fall over.
9. I used the bags as place cards at the table so that boys who knew each other would have a friend to sit by (some of the kids were from church and some from school so they didn't all know each other before hand)
10. I found the basic idea for these Lego cakes online from Betty Crocker and thought they turned out great. I'm not a cake decorator by any means so they definitely aren't perfect, but the boys thought they were great!
The time actually flew by and the boys were totally content to just build and play with their Lego creations. I had to pry them away to eat the cake before their parents came to pick them up.
submitted by Emily (www.delightfuldistraction.blogspot.com)
Halloween Carmel Apples
Caramel Apple Recipe
1 pound brown sugar
2 sticks butter, at room temp
1 can (14 oz) sweetened condensed milk
1 cup light corn syrup
1 1/2 tsp. vanilla
1/4 tsp. salt
12 apples
12 dowels
Topping:
1 (12 oz) bag semi-sweet chocolate chips
2 TB shortening
Combine ingredients in a 2-3 quart saucepan. Heat at medium low temp, stirring constantly but slowly and frequently scraping the bottom of the pan. Cook caramel to the soft ball stage (236) degrees. Pour into a small deep metal or heat proof bowl and let cool to 200 degrees. Line a baking sheet with wax paper. Push a dowel or stick into the top of each apple. Dip apples into caramel using a straight up and down motion. (Too much agitation causes the caramel to separate and become oily). Place dipped apples on baking sheet and place in the fridge for 15 - 20 min. Next, dip caramel apples into melted chocolate, then sprinkle with decorative candy.
TIP: Granny Smith and Fuji apples are the best apples to use. Make sure you wash and dry them because there is a waxy film on the apples which will make the caramel not stick.
To make the sticks I cut a 12 inch dowel in half. Then cut out 5 inch by 1.5 inch scrapbook paper. I spread Mod Podge on the back of the paper and rolled it on the stick. It sealed perfectly!!
Submitted by Brandy Dunaway
www.dunawaydivasanddad.blogspot.com
Love Quotes
Her:"What are you thinking?"
Him:"about how beautiful you are"
Her:*smiles*
Him:"and about how long I have wanted this to happen
Her: "What to happen?"
Him:"just to be near you"
Awww....isnt't it sweet?! x)
Him:"about how beautiful you are"
Her:*smiles*
Him:"and about how long I have wanted this to happen
Her: "What to happen?"
Him:"just to be near you"
Awww....isnt't it sweet?! x)
First Post || Silent Goodbye
Okayy...
I have no idea what people always say in their own first post
So What should I say?
Do I go like 'hey, this is my first post in here bla bla bla' ?
Or should I say 'Back off if you hate me, don't simply judge me bla bla?'
I don't know, and I don't really care =]
In my first post...
I'm going to....
*DRUMS ROLL*
Write my favourite poem to ya'll? ><
Here it goes...
<SILENT GOODBYE>
I watch you from a distance, silently
Had to hide myself from you, sadly
I never meant for it to end this way, honestly
My heart never recover from that day, seriously
I kept a picture of you still
Yet fear that the pain would kill
It hurts too much, too much to deal
Therefore my scars shall never heal
Fairy tales with happy ending is easy to believe
Where everything in there is just like a gift
Sitting on a horse, came along a prince
To whisk you away, away from your grief
Till now, you remain my beloved Prince Charming
The only one whom can fulfil my needs
With you around, I'll always be laughing
Even thought moments ago, I had been crying
We used to be together, but now it's all over
I'm sorry that you thought we can be forever
You don't deserve me, not now, not ever
Because I'm sure you can find someone else better
Between the two of us, it's more than a fling
It breaks my heart of doing such a thing
Althought it's the best for you, my heart still sink
At the thought of you, being not forgiving
You see darling, so soon I'll be gone
It's a disease I'm fighting, and already it won
I can't leave you like this, I need you to move on
So what if I'm gone? Your life still goes on!
Life is unfair, and that is so true
At this young age of mine, I thought I had been so good
For the whole time in my life, I never felt so blue
But no matter what happens next, I still love you
So...what do you think of it?
Comments are appreciated well!!
Thankies~!! xD
I have no idea what people always say in their own first post
So What should I say?
Do I go like 'hey, this is my first post in here bla bla bla' ?
Or should I say 'Back off if you hate me, don't simply judge me bla bla?'
I don't know, and I don't really care =]
In my first post...
I'm going to....
*DRUMS ROLL*
Write my favourite poem to ya'll? ><
Here it goes...
<SILENT GOODBYE>
I watch you from a distance, silently
Had to hide myself from you, sadly
I never meant for it to end this way, honestly
My heart never recover from that day, seriously
I kept a picture of you still
Yet fear that the pain would kill
It hurts too much, too much to deal
Therefore my scars shall never heal
Fairy tales with happy ending is easy to believe
Where everything in there is just like a gift
Sitting on a horse, came along a prince
To whisk you away, away from your grief
Till now, you remain my beloved Prince Charming
The only one whom can fulfil my needs
With you around, I'll always be laughing
Even thought moments ago, I had been crying
We used to be together, but now it's all over
I'm sorry that you thought we can be forever
You don't deserve me, not now, not ever
Because I'm sure you can find someone else better
Between the two of us, it's more than a fling
It breaks my heart of doing such a thing
Althought it's the best for you, my heart still sink
At the thought of you, being not forgiving
You see darling, so soon I'll be gone
It's a disease I'm fighting, and already it won
I can't leave you like this, I need you to move on
So what if I'm gone? Your life still goes on!
Life is unfair, and that is so true
At this young age of mine, I thought I had been so good
For the whole time in my life, I never felt so blue
But no matter what happens next, I still love you
So...what do you think of it?
Comments are appreciated well!!
Thankies~!! xD
Tall Cupcakes
Okay, here it is, the tall cupcake post. The pan is made by Wilton, along with the cupcake wrappers/papers. I found both at my local craft store (Michael's). There are 6 cupcakes to a pan. One cake mix makes one pan. Then I just use a can of frosting and decorate according to the occasion.
HELP!
Okay, so a while ago I saw these cute, crafty Halloween door hangers that someone had made to hang on the doors of friends, neighbors, people you visit teach, etc. I think they were made of cardstock but even had a small pocket to put some candy in, or maybe the candy was just stapled to it. Anyway, I can't for the life of me remember whose blog I saw them on. Does anyone know? I will love ya forever if you do!
Crafty Halloween Decor
Witches Boot1 witches book kit from Wood Connection(includes boot, star, and moon)
20 gauge black wire
2 yards 1/4" ribbon
5 3/16" Zision Eyelets( I used Kiwi/Lime color)
Black, green, purple, orange, yellow, and white acrylic paint
Silver glitter spray
Paint the bottom part of the boot black. Paint 1/2 of the top green and the other 1/2 purple. After it dries paint an orange stripe. Sand the edges and apply a coat of stain(minwax colonial pine). and wipe off. When dry spray with glitter. Using a glue gun, glue eyeletz into "shoelace" holes. When dry, lace up with ribbon. I used a pin with a ball on the end to fish it through. Push wire through the hole in the tip of the boot and on each end of wire attach the star and the moon. I curled it up to make it cute.
Witch hatSupplies
hat(I used a DCC Crafts paper mache hat 9" high and 12" diameter. However I have had a hard time finding them. I saw a foam at Roberts and Micheals that would be cute to use and it is already black.)
2 yards of 2" or 2 1/2" wired ribbon
1 yard of two other styles of ribbon
20 gauge black wire
decorative spider(tai pan)
1 yard of pom pom fringe(may need more or less depending on size of hat) I use 1/2 inch wide
2 small wood stars(wood connection)
1 small wood moon(wood connection
Black, yellow, purple, and white acrylic paint
Silver glitter spray
Paint the hat black and one star yellow, one star purple, and the moon white. After drying sand the edges of the wood pieces and apply a coat of stain(minwax colonial pine) and wipe it off. Let those dry. Spray the wood pieces and hat with a light coat of glitter.
Dry. Poke 3 small holes in the top of the hat to attach the wood pieces with wire. Wrap the wire around the wood pieces and put into the holes and curl the wire to make it stay. Using a glue gun attach the pom pom fringe to the edges, and use a dot in the back just to hold the wired ribbon in place. Tie a knot with the wired ribbon and before you tie it off just lay the other ribbons in the knot. Tie a bow with just the wired ribbon. Glue the spider on and that was it.
submitted by Mandi (www.tmlloydfam.blogspot.com)
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