I hate to say this..
But I admit..that I had feel nothing for a few days before towards him.
*Strange? Wtf? Wth? Why?!*
I know I know..I guess I was just a little too mad at him.. *right?*
This morning, when I first saw him sitting there, looking...sad? *omg that's a first!*
I didn't know how to approach him, I didn't want to walk up to him and talk to him first.
Imagine that! Those who are close to me, you guys knew how CRAZY I keep going about him again and again right?!
*Why did this happened?!*
I was sitting there, watching Lawrence and Sin Beng playing chess. Wasn't thinking straight. Wasn't feeling happy at all. I felt scared, worried, is this going to end....soon?
*I feel like there's no chemistry at all towards him..!*
Suddenly, he got up. And walk slowly towards my direction. I watch him without letting him know I was watching. As he gets closer, I could see that he look tired, sad, moody.
*That happens like....once in a blueee moon..?*
He talked to me. I watch him closely.
My heart went out for him instantly.
He get a chair and sat next to me.
We start talking in low voices.
*The Chemistry Is There*
Omigosh I feel like crying when he mention the obvious news that we can't be together on his birthday. He's leaving on 19/11, coming back after ONE month. And right after a few days, he will leave for KL...
When will I ever see him...again?
When will I ever able to hold his hand tightly....again?
When will I able to hug him all I want when I feel like it...again??
When will I able to laugh with him, cry into his shoulder, play with his hair, again...?!
*Sad and delightful laughter*
I still remember how you asked me when we're holding hands, leaning onto each other,
"why do you like me?"
You're full or curious, full of wonder, full of questions.
I gaze at you lovingly, and silently answer those questions in my mind, from my heart...
Before telling you, I asked you the same question.
You gave me the best answer ever.
"It's not your looks that attracted me"
"There's something about you that make me feel...that you can protect me"
*I realized, that it's not the girls whom need to protection always, guys need it too.*
Halfway answering my question, you broke into laughter and said gently,
"There's more to that, it's just...too complicated to answer"
With that, I nod my head...
Because that is exactly how I felt!
This is what I wrote to answer your question
You're the reason of my giggles and laughters
You're the reason of my tears by missing you too much
You're the reason I look forward to live happily each day
You're the reason I no longer feel scared or lonely
You're seriously different from any other guy
You're outstanding, special, unique like no other
Something about you makes me swoon always
Something about you makes me glow with warm feelings
You're easy-going, happy-go-lucky, no-worries dude
It's hard to picture you being mad or sad
You're likable, funny and supportive at times
It's a no wonder people likes being with you everytime
You're different
You're special
You're unique
You don't care what people think about you!
What I told you is absolutely true.
You're the first guy that can make me forget about TMG
The others failed, but no, not you.
*I Love You Sweetheart*
Him: So...erm..how long do you think we can last..? *softly*
Her: *looking at him* I don't know...what about..you?
Him: *gaze into her eyes* I want us to last for a very long time...
And he kissed her lightly on lips
Her: *smiles* me too *sigh*
Brandon took SB's part.
GAWD is was so frigging FUSTRATING
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ARGH.
I had mentally counted that we had at least practised from the love scene to the fighting scene like more than 35 times?
Make that 40 times.
No.
FIFTY!!
But we still had fun, apart from the love scene *gag*
Hopefully, we'll do our best tomorrow, and win the best prize! x)
P.S When you gently stepped into my heart,I knew that without a doubt.. you'd stay forever.
P.S.S Headache...uh-oh! Need my beauty sleep!!
From: Darkling Lovecraft aka Suezie =]
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