You had no idea how happy I was a few nights ago
and now?
I feel so damn crappy
I hate the rush of memories swarming over my wall
making me feel so freaking vulnerable
Sometimes I just feel like I need to cry
for no reason
maybe there are some reasons
But I just can't figure it out myself either.
I know I don't go through this alone
But right now,
if you ask whether I'm okay?
You'll definitely make me feel better.
Trust me.
School was such a bored.
That's probably because I slept at four in the morning last night
I sneak out from my house again to meet Ash
I slept for a few periods
I swear to the Universe
when Ash moves further away
I'm still gonna sneak out from my house every now and then with my dogs
and go up to the hill
and then probably scared the hell out of myself
and then ran back down
Cause I just feel like it!
P.S HEAN TEE BULLSHIT! SAY WANNA STUDY BUT DIDN'T GO TO SCHOOL ALSO!!
P.P.S I don't feel like being very polite right now. Please excuse me =)
XOXO
Suezie aka Darkling Lovecraft
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