Put your hands up in the air!! ;D

Woooooooo!!!
A guy actually thought I'm 22 years old =D
SERIOUSLY?! HAHAHAHA!!

Its funny isn't it,
how a picture can deceives people so easily =)



"He say Whaaaaaaaaa?!"




And he randomly said I'm beautiful and such
LOL LOL LOL
I couldn't stop laughing when I saw his messages
Ahh... you made my day stranger :)



*Coughs*



I remember this picture now -.-'
My brother couldn't stop laughing whenever he sees this one
He'd laugh and laugh and imitate the poor chick
Sadist much
[and yes Yeh, I'm talking about you!]




So I went for the driving kursus this morning
Undang-undang thing?
IT WAS BORING AS HELL
I'm kidding, it wasn't actually that bad.
Other than, oh you know, there's no one in my class that I know
and the speaker was super lolilosaw [elaborate much about everything]
and the fact that I could have been in the same class with Onn Sun
and I was trying my best not to fall asleep..

Oh wait,
YES IT WAS BORING!! -.-'
5 bloody hours of sitting there and listening to someone yabbing away

I'm usually a very patience listener [coughsthickfacecoughs]
but the talk drives me nuts -.-'
I HAD to text people every now and then
it helps,
but only this bit much |.|




This is for you lovebirds =)



Thank goodness for the 30 minutes break in between the talks.
Sun and I immediately meet up,
didn't feel like eating [we're supposed to have lunch LOL]
so we just talked, I get Aun Wei to call my phone and let them both gay with each other for awhile
=D
Kidding!!
But seriously xD



Gorgeous eye
No not the make-up,
THE EYE!!




Oh and did I mention that
before we register,
only the woman in the counter told me I MUST wear sport shoes?
-.-'
Regaining my composure I walked out with dignity and called the woman who fetched me
I told her the situation and she was like
"Oh oh okay sure! What's your shoe's size?"
"Erm, [glance at my feet] I don't know...?"
"It's okay I'll bring you one right now."
"Okay [hangs up]"


....
Why is it there's no one ever told me about this?!
So here's to another day where I made a fool outta myself =D



Have you ever watched yourself in the mirror while you're crying?
I did
Just to see if I cry beautifully [which is apparently NOT]




Throughout 2010
I had no relationships
and yes I'm super proud of that and that is why I'm mentioning it on my public blog LOL
Anyways,
I've lost trust in boys, guys, men, whatever.
And yet, I'm still a strong believer in soul mate
I'm rather complicated ain't I



I love this picture =)



I guess deep down
I'm still waiting [pffft]



"because she wants a guy who will just come over to be with her, not to get some.
who will hold her, and keep her close, because he's afraid to lose her.
who will get the hair off her face, to see her eyes.
who will hug her tight. kiss her cheek to make her smile.
and slow dance with her, without the music.
who will pick a flower for her and put it in her hair.
who will watch scary movies with her and tease her endlessly about it.
who will invite her to his family parties. and introduce her to his parents, as his beautiful girlfriend.
a guy who will wave to her in the halls at school , and make sure she sees it. who will tell her he misses her.
a guy who will leave her voice mails saying he's just telling her he loves her.
who will be there for her when she's in a fight with her best friend..to comfort her, and let her cry on his shoulder,
a guy who will let her spray his cologne all over her room,
who will let her take stupid pictures with him and show them to her friends.
she wants a guy just to love her with all his heart."




Be better for who...?
Yourself?
Or them?



He said he wanted happiness so I stayed and made him smile. He said he wanted love so I gave him my heart. He said he wanted to feel strong so I watched him break it. Now there's nothing left of me, I apologize for being in love with a boy who's in love with his own pride.



I envy those meant-to-be relationships =)
I really do




But right now,
it seems so weak to tell anyone that you just need someone
It sounds so desperate and pitiful when you want somebody to be there for you
So yeah,
I'm better off staying like this ;)

Friends and everything!




P.S Omg, my bitch is pregnant!! No not Joyce, she's a whore! I meant Diamond!

P.P.S Sorry. Emo post =D


XOXO
Suezie aka Darkling Lovecraft

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