Admitting Something

This is just so terrible.
I'd never thought I'll be typing this all...=(
I don't know how to say this..argh fine
let's just say I got a secret that some people SHOULD know but I can't tell?
It would just RUIN everything!!
Omigosh why did it ever happened in the frigging first place?!

So trapped
Bottled up
It's inside of me all the time

*sigh* I'll just feel so ashamed on myself if the others know :(
In fact, I'm feeling guilty right now!!
I guess it started on 30th of December 2008
And...*stops*

I can't..say i-it..
Look, am sorry guys, I shouldn't be blogging about this now or ever.
I don't even know why am saying this all =='
Maybe just to say something in case I get TOO bottle up or something..

School's fine..but am still not used to being a Form 4 student
Friends are all there still...except Waynie and Chao Wei..
*sighs*


By the way, you know how people always say that friends will tell each other everything?
That's not true. Sadly. Experienced it before. It hurts too much.
So don't get your hopes too high about your friends telling you EVERYTHING

Cause we all know, that we got our OWN secrets.
Dark secrets...


Mood swings. I hate mood swings!
One minute I felt like am the luckiest gal ever to had such fabulous friends and all.
And the other minute I'll be like "Owh I don't need them. They give me pains at times, and so I wanna be Emo&Goth now"
Wtf was I thinking?! *screams*
WHAT IN THE WORLD IS WRONG WITH ME?!

Okay, I think I'm scaring some people right now =='
I mean, who wouldn't be? T_____T
This is so pathetic, I AM so pathetic


You Aren't In the Best Of Moods
While you aren't full on depressed, things aren't going your way.

You may be hurt, angry, frustrated... or all three.

Not to worry - you'll be feeling fine in no time.


This is so true =='
Neeways, I think I better back off.
Need to stare at someone's pic *hint* to cool myself down.


P.S I hate someone. Someone is changing :(

P.P.S DAMN AM SO BOTTLED UP!! S.O.S


From: Darkling Lovecraft aka Suezie

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