Sorry....NOT

Status of my current mood : VERY BAD, Get Lost. *you have been warned*
Reasons : Blogging it HERE now. *or maybe not*

I realized something when I'm pissed off or upset. *mostly pissed-off*
I would do alot of housework (sweeping, moping, wiping all the furnitures, washing the toilet, folding clothes, etc) immediately. =='
So frigging true.
That just happen two days ago, and after doing all that, I admit I feel a little better.
Just then, I saw a jigsaw puzzle. *it's like...one thousand piece? all so darn tiny?*
And I got the urge to complete it ALL BY MYSELF.
Which I'm still doing, successfully.
So..that's my new hobby I guess.

I was wondering what's so amazing about a jigsaw puzzle that makes me so attached to it?
I think I know why, patching up every.single.piece of it somehow gave me a satisfied feeling, like I had patch up my own feelings or whatsoever. *and will feel so calm after doing this*
I love doing it now, was determined to finish it ASAP so that I can either framed it or doing it all over again?
Whatever, the point is I drool over jigsaw puzzles now *must be at least a thousand pieces* and also..pencilbox =='

I came here to update my blog, I'm tired of keep saying "I'll blog again tomorrow to let you know what happen!! Promise x)"
Sick, I Am So Utterly Sick.
Tsk Tsk *poor me*

I got friends that doesn't give a damn about my feelings, pretty huh?
False friends, I HATE false friends.
I HATE the feeling of being treat so cheap and easy.
Elo? I'm NOT cheap, and neither easy. In fact, me and my life are COMPLICATED =='
*eat your heart out babes*

Chatting with everyone nowadays are just so hard, I ALWAYS have to type out a fakey smile or laugh just to pleased them and make them think that I ENJOY chatting with them *swt-ness, which is probably the reason why they keep chatting with me WHENEVER I on9. My bad...*
And oh, am so sorry. But not gonna tell you who I meant *glares*

I got a new idea for my story. And it's probably the best one ever in ages.
And so, I decided to make it into a long one instead short like Kelsey & Stella's.
I probably need more information on what I'm writting about, and to my delight, I found something very useful *for once, I smile..=D*


Emos Hate themselves
Goths Hate Everyone
Emos Want to Kill themselves
Goths Want to Kill Everyone


And which was then I realized that I'm currently a Goth. *shurgs, I love Gothic clothes*
Darkling Lovecraft is my GOTH name, suits me well, I'm hating everyone right now.
Except for my loving pets *speaking of pets..my 3 hamsters is gone..*, Sue Ki, Waynie and Hean Tee.
I hate last-minute message or a call saying stuff like "Hey how are you?? What you doing now ar??"
FAKE.
SOOO FAKEY. *Darn, I hate this kind of thing so much*
AS IF THEY EVEN BLOODY CARE
Guilt, I'd say, they will be like feeling oh-so-guilty that's why they last-minute show.
PFFFT. *not working on me*

I have say what I wanted to say, feeling better by spitting all here.

If you're reading this just for fun : are you really having fun?
If you're reading this because you actually care about me : you do?? *raised an eyebrow*
If you're reading this because you're bored : Get Lost Freak.

*bite me, and I'll by you double twice,
double harder and double longer.*


P.S Sorry HT, that I didn't post about that day...not in the mood..=(

P.P.S Sorry Waynie, I know you wouldn't want to see me like this. But I just can't help it *sighs*


From: Darkling Lovecraft aka Suezie